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[Monday || 06Mar06] |
i love you enough to hold you to the brightest of lights; to place you dangerously close to that sun enough to acknowledge the flaws you can't ignore & recognize the cause of what's done is done. more than enough to put my name behind my ideals & neglect my logic daily. enough to look in the mirror with detest for every tear you shed; regardless of why you wept enough to curse any man who can't appreciate the depth of the ocean i swam until i ran out of breath.
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[Thursday || 09Feb06] |
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annoyed. |
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UB40 |
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ps; I didn't style it, but that's the color.
my mom likes it, I don't.
it'll be changed next week.
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[Tuesday || 24Jan06] |
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distant. |
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the academy is, lyke whoa. |
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ZiPyDiaPeRkiSSer (9:42:19 PM): aaahhh. i see. man, kirsten how do you do it ?
ZiPyDiaPeRkiSSer (9:42:49 PM): you have so much happening and yet you give others advice and have everything collected.
ZiPyDiaPeRkiSSer (9:43:16 PM): i tell you, your aspiring .
kirsten ispoison (9:43:38 PM): things in my life have been chaotic since before I could read, and I alwyas had to help my mom out. Whether she was coming down from her coke addiction, or running away in the middle of the night from her abusive boyfriend.
kirsten ispoison (9:44:03 PM): it's just .. life. take it as is. And don't dwell on what you want, try to focus on what you do have
ZiPyDiaPeRkiSSer (9:45:59 PM): life motto there ?
kirsten ispoison (9:46:11 PM): eh, this years motto.
Jay makes me smile more than you'll ever know.
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| off key music videos. |
[Monday || 16Jan06] |
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ms.jackson if your nasty.open it. it's nothing bad, promise. play, tilt your head & smile. (it was on our three hour trip to gamma's. it's my sister, candid. I love my family & I tell them every chance I get. Please, don't take anyone in your life for granted.) our family playlist:
- nothingface.
- paula abdul.
- NWA.
- greenday.
- guns 'n' roses.
- blink 182.
- easy e.
- billy joel.
- kenny chesney, duh.
- ms. jackson.
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[Friday || 13Jan06] |
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my mom singingscreeching. |
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The only reason why people really get a friends only journal is to hide things. What are you hiding ? What don't you want to be told ? the truth. Why would you want to hide your real emotions, feelings and thoughts ? Maybe you should stop denying reality and stop pretending to be who you are. If you don't like someone tell them, if still have feelings for your ex, don't surpress them, if you have urges to dance on rooftops naked, don't deny them. stop pretending that you have a friends only journal for privacy because we all know that it's not hard to get into your journal. shut up, shut up, shut up.
ps. "hi." "hiiii" "how can you marry him if you've never given us a chance ? we have something that you can't deny. he came into your life as a somebody out of nowhere and I had been your security for so long. how can you be so cold ? how could you break me like that ?" "jordan, I can't help that I fell in love with him; I can't change that and I wouldn't want to." "I can't be only a friend. I can't be around to see that. And if he hurts you again, just know you have me, just know that I'm always going to be around, just not directly. I'll wait for you, even if you don't want me to."
never have lunch with a forgotten memory. It ends tragically and in less than 10 minutes.
please pray for him & for our family.
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